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16. International Baccalaureate. Lover. Bulimic. Love my best friend L-Awesomeness. She's true beauty. Still going for perfection. I will attain it. Not the whore that you think I am. Potentially bisexual. And I hate haters.

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Name: "Maria"
Country: Mexico
Metro: Sonora
Birthday: 12/22/1988
Gender: Female

Interests: Becoming perfect. Being what I've wanted to be since I can remember.
Expertise: Not living up to expectations.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality

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Member Since: 8/4/2005

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

I've gained 2 lbs of the 4 I lost back. Fuck. (I hope it's only because of the eating I've done, and not because of the birth control, which will suck if I gain all the time because of it.)

God I have so much stuff to do. I don't want to do it. I feel I am getting depressed again. I just want to lay in bed all day.

11:15 AM - 1 view - 8 eprops - 5 comments - email it

Friday, August 12, 2005

Binge/Purge Friday.

Last night when I was coming home from the hospital (My Grandpa was in there, because he had a bad reaction to the sun after taking his medication) at like 4 am, I started having these shooting pains in my uterus. Like, really bad. And they kept going for the entire night. And it's alright now, unless I try to push out with my lower abdominal muscles. It was so bad. I couldn't move, I couldn't even walk right. Going up the stairs was like slow, long, torture. I was stooped so that I wouldn't be using those muscles. I took like 3 Pamprins (It's what my sister grabbed when she came in and gave to me.) And it still hurt. I never get cramps on my period. I'm not even on my period.

I don't know what's going on here.

I go on vacation in 6 days. I wish I wasn't so fat going there. Shit. I need to lose more. More. More.

3:23 PM - 3 views - 8 eprops - 4 comments - email it

Monday, August 08, 2005

No eating=15

Exercise= 3

Sleep=5 points

Water=8

Ls Xanga: 1 point

No b: 20 points

No p: 10 points

Taking vitamins/diet pills: 1

Updating your xanga daily: 1 point

Commenting: 10 points

Weight change: 3 point

Avoiding food in a tempting situation: 5 points

Not eating after 7pm :5

12:41 PM - 1 view - 16 eprops - 9 comments - email it

So today (yesterday, Sunday) I had a total of 91 points.

Mayunnnnn.

I have to give it all up to my "exercise though." Hours of vigorous sex. Haha. Well yea...anywho. I'm happy with myself for yesterday. Best I've ever done in tyring to lose weight.

Well...anywho.

Stay strong and take care <3

1:02 AM - 1 view - 8 eprops - 4 comments - email it

Sunday, August 07, 2005

No eating=15

Exercise= 9

Sleep=3 points

Water=10

Ls Xanga: 1 point

No b: 20 points

No p: 10 points

Taking vitamins/diet pills: 1